I'm Mean and I Scare People

My phrase of the day is 'it's official.'
It's official, I'm mean and I scare people. I turned in a report for work yesterday, and today the little boss came over and said 'The big boss is scared of you.' I said 'why?' and she said 'I'm not sure, but he can never return these reports to you. He always calls me to pick them up and give them to you.' I don't mind this because I don't have to get up from my seat and I can sit here and read blogs all day. I wonder though. Why does he think I'm so scary? I'm not mean to him. I may not laugh at his jokes and I didn't go to his birthday lunch, but that's no reason to shy away from someone. I have always been a fan of the phrase 'it is better to be feared than loved', but I don't know how personally I have taken that phrase in my adult life. I have let people take advantage of me in the past, and I have vowed to not let it happen again. So far, so good.

Here comes the mean part. I don't think I'm mean. I can be mean and spiteful when I want to be, but I try not to be very often. I go to a website where the whole gist is to be mean to people. It was hard for me at first because I didn't know these people, and I felt bad. They have become my online friends, and I have met a couple of them in person. There are probably 10 guys on this site, and then me and another girl. One thing we have in common is that the guys and I ride motos. The other girl doesn't but we made her part of a Schwinn bike club, so she's in. About a week ago, two new girls showed up on the site. They are both hookers (to put it nicely). They asked for a private folder so that they could show naked pics, and the boys complied. As much as these boys have asked me for pictures, I have never shown them one of me naked. A tank top and jeans is as good as it gets. I don't even own any naked pictures of myself, let alone show them. So, I ended up picking on the girls, and they were really offended. I didn't even bring out the big guns. I was just taking jabs here and there and they were really upset. I don't know if they are just insecure and think that they have to show naked pics in order for people to like them or what, but it just makes me laugh. The boys always think that I am jealous because the attention has been taken away from me, but they are never mean to girls. I guess I never got upset or mad when they were trying to be mean to me, because I understood the concept. I uess I was worthy of sticking around. Maybe I should feel bad about talking about how the girl is unhappy with her fake tits, and how she is a single mom on welfare. Nah...that would be too nice. The goal of the site is to be mean, and I am the one you should be afraid of. :)