I hate to do this

I've been debating all morning whether I would write this entry or not. Here goes:

My face is seriously breaking out like nobody's business. Every time I touch anywhere on my face I have a zit that hurts. What is wrong with me??? It's not that time, I'm not stressed, I'm just reliving my teenage years. I bet it was Grace's fault for singing 'More than words.' HA!!HA!! That song is the worst.

I bet it's because I had my hair done. When I get my hair done (not often) they use grease and a lot of stuff I'm not use to having near my face so I think that's what breaks my face out.

I like and dislike getting my hair done. It looks nice, but I hate trying to keep it nice. That's the worst part. The other worst part is that people talk to me and compliment me. I hate that because I just like being 'the girl with messy hair.' I kind of pride myself on that. I'm weird, I know. Don't you think it would be weird if people only talked to you and said nice thing when your hair looks good? It is and embarrassing. Even if some people are joking and saying I look pretty it makes me really nervous. I'm smart, stop trying to just get in my pants!!

I've tried keeping it nice, but my riding bones are calling and as soon as I put on my helmet and have the wind whip through my hair that will be all she wrote. At least I had nice hair for Easter and my mom had nothing bad to say about me. he he. I bet she was hating life without having anything mean to say.